29 days left...

WHAT!!!

oh my goodness. I can't believe my Little Man will be here in about a month. Let's pray we don't go over that month time frame but nonetheless. I'm so excited.

We have everything ready. Well everything I can get ready. The waiting is driving us crazy. We want to make plans for while I'm on maternity leave but scared to do so until he gets here. We want to take him to his first MS State Football game and the beach. I can't wait. I want him to be apart of all the things that Chip and I love to do. We have been so blessed and we want him to experience everything.

I remember growing up and looking at pics of my first family vacation. We went to Gatlinburg when I was 10 months old. pics of me, mom & dad at the top of the space needle. So cool.

anyway, I am EXCITED!!!

can't wait to meet my Man.

I've hit a wall!!!

I'm so miserable.

It hit me like a ton of bricks Tuesday. I am so tired. I itch like crazy. My feet & hands are so swollen I look like an elephant. My skin is dry and not enough lotion on the planet to help. I am so thristy but have to pee as soon as I drink something so unless I just stay on the toilet then that's impossible. I can't bend over to pick anything up. I can't stand up long enough to do the things I need to get done around the house. I have about 10 gift bags full of stuff to go thru. I have about 5 loads of laundry to do.

Ok I really could go on and on and on forever.

I'm so miserable.

I'm only 35 weeks, so I want say I'm not ready for him to be here. B/c I'm not. I want him to cook for a little longer. I want him here healthy and breathing on his own. No NICU for us, I so pray. I can be miserable for a few more weeks but I'm thinking all I can handle is about 3 more. Then starts the begging to get Little Man out.

ok I'm done complaining for now.